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The Roses Behind Your Eyes...
...for those i would die...
Created on 2006-02-01 18:38:15 (#9411658), last updated 2006-10-07
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Basic Info| Name: | nano_mechanical |
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| Birthdate: | 05-11 |
| Location: | Texas, United States |
| Website: | Visions of Restless Sleep |
Bio you know... how many times should it take realizing that in the jyst of it all, all of it, that you truly know nothing when it comes down to it because you forget that you are an individual and truly only think about yourself. but knowing this always seems to make me feel selfish, but i know i can't do anything, or, at least, can't do everything, even though i would but then it wouldn't be me, my life if i did, and i'm not sure i want to live anyone elses life. but i am thankful that i will always chose to want to know rather than be happy with the way things are and live blindly.
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as much as a part of me wants, i am not here for the many. i cannot deny myself for the same reasons i will not share what you have with any other. such is the job i chose to have. to be your jester in all senses. for a king could not rule without a fool to look at. my finger points to those who laugh and your word kills their breath. those who would steal your attention, to distract you from the many wonders that flow through the universe in your thoughts alone. alone... it is the price we pay, but to be alone in a world that lacks so much is not such a bad thing. still, after everything we can still smile through the smoke. the things that crumble always seem to fall at our feet. the jealousy... your rule... such a fool i am, but i am your fool and your fool alone.
and i hate this place for i'm not allowed to be a fool here... it saddens me even more than i can see.
-a thought from me to a great friend
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loss of totem control
undermining total obsoletion
far gone... memories of completion
four ways to lose a lost soul
stepping on fingers of what you know
blind to what there is to see
arguing with myself and me
these things i shouldn't forget
but i did so those i wouldn't regret
absolution pushing the need
but cuts don't always bleed
i wish sometimes that you knew
because me and myself saw it too...
-me XD
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as much as a part of me wants, i am not here for the many. i cannot deny myself for the same reasons i will not share what you have with any other. such is the job i chose to have. to be your jester in all senses. for a king could not rule without a fool to look at. my finger points to those who laugh and your word kills their breath. those who would steal your attention, to distract you from the many wonders that flow through the universe in your thoughts alone. alone... it is the price we pay, but to be alone in a world that lacks so much is not such a bad thing. still, after everything we can still smile through the smoke. the things that crumble always seem to fall at our feet. the jealousy... your rule... such a fool i am, but i am your fool and your fool alone.
and i hate this place for i'm not allowed to be a fool here... it saddens me even more than i can see.
-a thought from me to a great friend
-
loss of totem control
undermining total obsoletion
far gone... memories of completion
four ways to lose a lost soul
stepping on fingers of what you know
blind to what there is to see
arguing with myself and me
these things i shouldn't forget
but i did so those i wouldn't regret
absolution pushing the need
but cuts don't always bleed
i wish sometimes that you knew
because me and myself saw it too...
-me XD
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